pheowy

looking at people mad at jin..poor him. i donno..i mad at him too but deep in my heart i want him to excel bcos if he failed...it wont do good for kattun:

1. jin go solo, people will still relate him back to kattun. they will mention it somehow bcos that is where he comes from. he's not like..all of sudden he's there as a singer. if he excel, people will say "maybe kattun is also good" and start finding info abt them. but if he fail????

2. he looks like a fragile boy. fragile people can go crazy easily ;p seriously...he cannot get lonely.look at how he party like crazy. attention seeker and people afraid of loneliness will party like crazy to make sure that he wont be alone at anytime. he's alone in his career now. that is pretty dangerous situation for a guy like him.

3. he's not that good...i donno..just ordinary. he seems like a very good singer in kattun bcos the rest is more or less the same, not that strong vocally. u know..like..u not that good,but bcos the rest are also suck,just bcos u can sing a little higher note that automatically make u the best singer in the group.his voice is ok but the rest can also sing. they can back each other up for any flaw (at least)

4. why am i talking about their singing?? i dont even like their songs (except for white xmas ;p)i remember the reason i get into kat-tun is bcos of kame-chan's gossip. the 40 y/o girlfriend, the maki goto brother, the outing with the gag boys, he dress up as a girl in that gay area (i forgot the name of that place..) and other bizarre things abt this weird looking boy.ohh..and not to forget AKAME~

5. most of people who mad at jin, akame fan?? bcos I AM! there goes my dreamy dream....

aaaaaanyway~ best of luck Jin. all the best. i don't really worry abt kattun bcos they all have my unconditional love till i get bored with this fandom (^_^)v

oh ya Jin, u better nail that Pirates of Caribbean! (if its true that u get that role) THAT! the only opportunity that will ensure that u won't fail! i really hope its true though..would love to see some crazy drunkard jinness in PoC.

Done!

i haven't listen to Jin's new song yet. didn't look at any of bandage promotion.
not bcos of him but i think it bcos of too much Jin's exposure in KTlove from jin fans that make me sick & i decide to just ignore it. will look it up but definitely not now.

Also...didn't really follow on that anime kazu'll starring in.i wonder why?
is it bcos i'm kind of bz?but still have time to write here ;p
Life.work.relationship.quiet hectic ATM.

Kazu having drama while Jin being bz with his solo con..THIS...kind of like a turn off for me.
in my imagination...Jin will always whine to Kazu abt how tired he is, childishly want kazu to accompany him in the backsatge room, like what he did during Doribo.and and kazu might also appear as one of the guest during the solo con, perhaps on his bday or during v-day (^_^)v
BUT! this will never happen with kazu definitely! definitely! going to be very bz or busying himself to be bz throughout the whole time bcos of that drama..
Oh well...just wait & see

sleepy~~

All this time i only hear or read things like this.but when it happen in front of my eye and i witness it..it feels kinda weird.u don't have to go up to that point..it's scary & i don't think he'll like it. ok..i know its ur way to show ur unconditional love to him,but...its scary girl..

change topic~ Lately,been reading a lot of akame witness & report. maa..maa.. As far as i'm concern, everytime sumthing big happen (papa pic, rumors, controversy,gossip)to akame or either one of them,prior or after it happen, we will be showed with a lot of akame witness and report. It's like..all of this gossip is being made so that they can be together @ they're being witnessed together to hide all of this gossip/controversy.hihi..

akame in that sauna place really made my day (^o^)
poor the witness guy being glared by jin.maybe he saw u ogling his boyfriend ne..that's why he's so fiercely piercing his eyes on you. orrr..he was pissed off u entered the sauna place while he want to mushy mushy with kazu~ owh you...read the atmosphere first before entering ok?

Pi! Pi with that pretty girl..what's her name? sawaka?kagami seika? sawaka keira? kagami what ever~ she's pretty.she's hot.that kind of girl is ok with you Pi.rather than that A-bitch-ru Yuu.well..as long as u happy I'll be my best to be happy for you too ;>

It's nearing the end..i've been there since last year.not long but it's like my ichiban already.never really interested in that line before but they manage to make me change my mind.

its hard to make people to feel the same as you.in my case,one-with-communication-phobia, is much more worse.i need to like repeating the same thing until i get mad and decide to quit! gosh..

it's easier to just listen, write, nod & smile ;)
talking,communicating...definitely not for me..i was born to be a researcher anyway.

i suppose to write about something else,but then it turns out to be abt something else ;p aaaaanyhooo...no one reading anyway..

I've been doing some fic reading while on work ;p
finish all of my tasks & got nothing to do.Why the heck they say we won't even have enuff time to sleep..
maybe not now..it will..soon..and I am freaking nervous thinking bout it.
Its the time to throw the safety jacket & swim. Pergh...
aanddd...to make it worse; I don't know how to swim ;(

Hmm..I'm doing it for me not for other people & I don't think other will be bothered either.
whatever...But I did feel hurt whe they say that kind of thing.
You should be the most reliable source y'know..but yet...*shrugs*

when I was in school, my teacher told me "u have a good grasp of writing,keep it up!"
tbh, i am truly amused by that encouragement. but up until now, i stil don't have any muse to keep me interested.
getting into akame just makes it worse.not all,just some..

I get myself a car recently.
small, cheap..but its new ;)
been driving it since.go to office, out station, leisure around.
wanna go to A3 with that car.and then take Monroe out,driving around the area
still not good,but at least i make a step.
dad is so proud when the car arrived.
"She bought this using her own money,y'know" he keeps telling everyone like that ;p
dad...someone might come & ask from me money if you continue talking abt it.
but last week he told me "when u want to buy a new car, get the one with high suspension,bigger cc"
"so that all of us can go somewhere far for holiday"
guess i need to bring them all for holiday.maybe next year.see how this work goes.
i hope i can stay long,as long as i don't get any higher offer ;p
as much as i want to live in a moderate way, i still love money though...
monetary benefits always come first as a barrier for me to stay long at one specific place..

Ehh..someone caught me!

Later~

OMG!!!

i don't know what to say..stunned.speechless.
after i've looked at it,i turn off my computer & all of sudden i become hyper.flailing all around the house.

but meh...its one of the promotion for his new movie.'BANDAGE'
Yamapi do the same thing at the time of Kurosagi

maybe its one of the unwritten rule for Johnny's:
- pose stark naked with white model before ur debut movie come out in cinema

But Jin looks more alive than Yamapi
hehe..Pi is totally expressionless even when the model sit on his a**
Jin looks like he's having soooo much FUN!!!

He's the one who choose the model,accessories & he even trained his body to get the desired muscle.Heee..just for that shoot he willing to do so much. I wonder what jin would like to do exactly. Maybe after he leave the group, he'll embarks on the journey of AV production or become a model for the so called high-end artistic picture. Hehe..C'mon. nude pic is nude pic.nothing artistic about it.when it involves boobs, butt, ass, and then called it an art...man..fuck off.

Someone said that it's only "naked, stripped down, on a bed, simulating kisses. Kisses. Nothing more"

Hehe..Whatever girl~

My online account being blocked again ;p
no matter how many bank account i have, when i register for online banking it will end up being blocked. that's why i only use 1 password for all thing that need a password. bcos i always forget my password ;p hehe

hmmm..what else..? owh yeah..i'm not contemplated to apply for leave. i'll take it but the thing is, they still haven't get back to me yet..walawei...tomorrow is friday already.I hope the director won't yelled at me. they have such a powerful voice!Crazy wei..there's no way i can beat that high piercing frequency. As if u hear the sound of train passing by. I think they are one of the Heroes in Heroes
super power: Killing Yelling
huahua...*lame*

need to finish the presentation slides for the babes. i don't know how to proceed. using graphical image is my favourite. the thing is..they have standard format for presentation slides. the boring standard format.u noe..the words, the lists, without even 1 graph. there's no way people can remember the presentation with that kind of slides. I'm the one who doing it right? I also feel very sleepy preparing it ;p cannot la wei...maybe i can just do it using my own style & the sir can amend it for me. IF he want to do that. i think he WILL pass me back the slides for me to do the necessary changes. yes. he will do that.for sure.

Wol & Tin..are they still remember me? i wonder..Wol look at me though..Tin,don't bother. i don't think she look at people. most of the time people will look at her. She gains weight. got double chin. its been 2 years already..people change.except me.still the same old lame grumpy me.

ok. done. ciao~

New place, new job, new environment, new friends, new bossess, new salary

so glad getting a job.
i'll be so relax with the old job but nothing much happen. i don't like her. they doing sumthing that i don't like.dunno man...happily doing sumthing which is not right.I'm not a holy person but still..do thing that u think its right is what makes your life happier and that what make us being us. me being me.

the new job is quite hard. heh!doing IT while all of my life i've been studying accountancy. did i make a right choice? maybe...value added for me.account, audit, IT some more. big shot company?but they have name.

Owh!meet KZ yesterday. poor him yay me ;p no no
i just so glad that I'm not there anymore. but thinking about it again. in 2years i've been doing job hopping 3 times.i don't think its a good record ;( but this is what you get when u donno what to do in your life. up till now i still don't know exactly what is my career path.

Fuck it!as long as i get salary every month to give to my parent..i guess any job is fine...